a year older today..but any wiser?
i doubt..
just feel more jaded abt everything..n more uncertain of things around me...who can be certain anyway?
maybe being older makes me feel more nonchalent, not giving much thought to anything around me or even myself now..its bad..but i've almost lost interests in things i used to enjoy, like watching tv etc..somehow im like throwing my time and life away slowly without bothering to do anything abt it..
even things that used to matter like birthdays now dun mean that much anymore..is this all part of growing up?
that the joy of youth and innocence gets lost?
am i the only one with such thoughts?
getting old and tired..but not any wiser

many times people dont change, but relationships change that puts an individual in a different light than what was known before, thus changing our perceptions.
just like science and discovery, the knowldege at present is the truth but which changes through time and progress.
As we search deeper for the ultimate truth of life in science, do we draw nearer to the light or otherwise?
Similarly, as we spend a longer period of time with another person in whatever relationship we are in, does our knowledge and understanding of him/her deepen ? or are we groping in the dark, trying to find a certain definition of his/her character?
We are only able to see particular facets of a person's true character, which many a times are influenced by our own presumptious beliefs and mindsets, something that we cannot eliminate completely from ourselves (could it be based on our genetic make-up? does every aspect of our life have to be linked to our genetics, like so many others state?)