a year older today..but any wiser?
i doubt..
just feel more jaded abt everything..n more uncertain of things around me...who can be certain anyway?
maybe being older makes me feel more nonchalent, not giving much thought to anything around me or even myself now..its bad..but i've almost lost interests in things i used to enjoy, like watching tv etc..somehow im like throwing my time and life away slowly without bothering to do anything abt it..
even things that used to matter like birthdays now dun mean that much anymore..is this all part of growing up?
that the joy of youth and innocence gets lost?
am i the only one with such thoughts?
getting old and tired..but not any wiser