glimpse into the past

thanks for the lessons, the little moments of joy and the pain of other times. thanks for the love, the gifts that warm the heart and the things that did not come to pass. memories fade so quickly that an old photo can look foreign and new, yet the feelings are the only thing i can remember. i cant recall you, but i remember your character and little idiosyncracies and the flame that burns inside and keeps you ticking. is that your soul i recollect...or am i looking into another illusion..putting the object on a pedestal...and admiring from afar..

what do i feel? nothing. feel like i lost my heart along the way. lost my fire and passion. lost my hope in love. lost myself. and i didnt even realise when i misplaced myself.

let me go in search of my soul..hopefully, its still around somewhere...