has my heart gone cold...

has my heart turned cold? Am I shutting everything out of my life? Am I losing my reason and anchor? like a lost buoy drifting out on the ocean, i await the day i am found.

no love. no joy. no light. I long for thee.

in the darkness, I search for something to cling onto. that may be the truth. where can i find it? how do i warm my heart once again?

the state of neutrality and nonchalance spells a most dangerous end.
the reckless living. the loss of attachment. the sense of no identity. i struggle to rise above the murky waters and to find the light.