entanglements

epicurean desires, spiritual calling.
how can 1 body encompass both?

bittersweet hatred n love. fragments of who i am.
leaving a trail of destruction from my actions of impulsiveness.

to give others a chance at freedom is what my heart desires,
yet to have the ability to tie them in shackles means power, power so attractive, i am tempted by it.

can you let me free you from others, then have you restrained by me?
could i having been freed from you, yet choose to be restrained by you?

the beauty of entanglement we all attempt to escape from.

conflict and contradictions, which no one knows.