simplicity

what purpose is there to maintain relationships for?
can someone tell me...

i know my blog sounds dark, depressing and jaded, quite different from who I appear to be usually, i think.

maybe i just do not trust myself, others, situations, virtues, beliefs.
to me, things fade. what remains? nothing and god.

superficiality i do not buy into. trivial talk accounts to nothing. why converse?
but we all still do, including me.

am i too hard on life? or just tired of it altogether...