Erasing The Past

Searching endlessly to find a break through
where i can start afresh, anew
but the memories keep holding me in shackles
so deep in my mind i refuse to let go

wipe away all my tears
hold tightly onto me, never let go
lest while u arent there
i succumb to my endless fears

you keep trying to forget all that we were once
hoping that you could start over without any hint from the past
the past that gave u life, joy and hope
but now haunts and tortures your mind
till u forget

if amnesia came in a pill,
i would take a plenty
pay whatever just to have it
deep inside of me
to erase my thoughts
which become another past torment
too soon, too etched within