Fulfilled

woah...legs are aching now..feet especially...coz guess what? been rollerblading for the past..hmm..10 hours almost..on wheels throughout..so really drained now..hahhaz..and that 10 hours included 3 hours of inline hockey training too!! manz..
wish i could upload photos directly here..anyone who knows..tell me k..don't really like the photoisland thingy..
was a prettty long day..almost awake for 24 hours continuous now..woke up at 7am to do my biology assigment on biochemistry..eee....spent like 8 hours doing it non-stop..then went to relax a lil' while after finally handing it up, satisfied and relieved. Ahhhhh......


self-sadomasochistic

somehow, i think im a bit sadomasochistic in that i enjoy doing last minute work, the high tension and stress involved and the adrenaline rush in trying to complete it well all within that time span...cool isnt it..guess i'll always be a procrastinater and last minute worker.. haha i know its bad..still in the process of metamorphosis...always will be..
the adrenaline probably lasted in my circulation for a long long time..which explains why i had that much energy to go for training and on top of that rollerblade around the whole of NTU and even out of school to 7-11 at 2am in the morning...
spent an hour there just looking at magazines and deciding which to buy..haha..finally bought the Her World march issue which i doubt i'll be reading it due to this current lethargic state..hmm..maybe i felt bad looking at the mags for so long right in front of the "no browsing' sign..haha..that i thought that i should get one at least...


Gossip mags and so forth

but these days, mags they sell are really thrashy..should juz see the content...all on the scandals of other people..i mean, right it sells, but is that the only way for a mag to sell? to stoop to the level of selling rubbish or 'juicy' gossip of others' private lives? hmm..but as they say, there's no supply if there's no demand..how true is that anyway?

take for example, there is coffee sold in coffee shops for juz a mere 80 cents..and there is also coffee sold in coffeebean for $4 plus...and people still buy the coffee that costs more..issit because there is a demand for it before the supply came about? was there a demand for more expensive, better quality coffee before people started realising it?

or is the demand or search for something more intrinsic, something that goes deeper than just coffee, maybe a better quality of living?

so likewise in that case of gossip magazines, do people enjoy reading scandals of thers that they may derive pleasure from their pain, to know that they are in a better sinking boat than the others?
humans are sadistic creatures to call this entertainment.
But anyway, i bought one. forgive me, Im just human.