its 6 in the morning. havent had sleep yet, no matter how much i want to. the project standing in the way between my bed n i. blame it on my procrastination to get work done sooner. when does one learn the lesson of last minute work?

in the darkness of the morning, one learns to let go. to let go of the many things she once held dearly. its funny that only when we are tired of trying and putting in effort that situations work out better. maybe coz not giving attention to those things saves us from the depths of xpectations n disappointments. we all need to learn to let go, not out of feeling jaded, but of surrendering everything to the one who loves us much more than we can ever imagine or comprehend. only in His love, we are made secure, that nothing else matters anymore. Total surrender not to be mistaken for throwing one's life away.

coherent writing at 6:35am with lack of sleep?
incoherent thoughts throughtout the rest of the day.